|Here is the image again. It does look like this. I like the fact|
that the cage is opaque. I don't have to look at my penis,
which may I remind you is cursed, and that's good.
I was in for a shock, because the session was adopted on the Friday night and I decided to stay true and real to it for a while. It was quite a thing being in contact with someone else who was controlling my chastity. I enjoyed the experience and remained locked from 7.30am on 6 February through to 141 hours later, so just under six days? I lose track. However, over the next couple of days I missed the warm feeling of the chastity cage (is that the right term? Eh, it'll do) and the feeling of having to be careful, so I donned it once more and kept it on for a further 60 hours. However, I'd messed up and had to remove it and recover a bit as I'd done it so badly I ran the risk of injury and damage.
|Heh, no one would do this for me. But... yeah, you get the|
Literally, because it is a visual caption.
At the day out I noticed that I was behaving as if I still had the cage on, carefully weighing options and preventing any engorgement of down there. Sure, wearing it has been robbing me of some sleep as it torments me awake in the middle of the night, but what is that to the feeling of safety and interest that it provides. I mean, I can happily pretend with a session online and provide titillation and amusement for the person that adopted my session - that's easy and par for the course - but I can't pretend about the warm feeling of a locked cage during the day. And, I can't.
I want to talk to Tilly about it, to share my feelings and explain. But I can't. There isn't the time to talk and I don't even know how I would raise it. During our recent(?) travails (is it really four months ago?) Tilly explained that she self-identifies as a middle-aged woman with three children. As a consequence she doesn't think of sex at all, doesn't see how or why it would fit anywhere and, honestly, doesn't see that changing. As for anything else, without even sex as a bedrock she can't understand how she is supposed to even consider any of it, nor why I should either.
So, for now, I am locked. And my record is now 141 hours. For what it's worth. Which isn't much.