|One day maybe I will be able to actually enjoy a shower|
without it being a deliberately selfish indulgence.
During: It was a bit of a failure. I spent the time going over what I needed to do and the small amount of tim in which I would have to do it. I attempted to prioritise but ended up feeling overwhelmed and stressed. Attempting to emulate yesterday's image worked for a short while but was rapidly overtaken by my desire to plan out my day umpteen times.
After: Stressed. I was later than planned (only 30 minutes this time) and Tilly was attempting to get ready, she was asking questions as soon as I was out of the shower but I couldn't hear her and shouting for confirmation brought no response. I hate that. Turns out she didn't need a response, so she was fine, but I was stressed out that I hadn't heard what she'd said and there had been no response to my entreaties. So, yeah, low level anger and irritation was the upshot.